I think. I don't wanna do something else that graphics and more graphics and look at me at the mirror. And now I have reason to hate myself. Not for her illness, not for the circunstances. Only for she is a nice person a lovely girl that faced her leukemia with her face still ahead, with her smile still ahead and... what you see in my? Nothing. I deserve her destiny, more tan she. So many reason that I don't need explain, because... well it's going to be a little stupid to read. Even in graphics. I suck in this. Kiss sorry, a mental shit attacked me. Kisses and take care.
Itīs okay... Go ahead and give your innermost a blow. Put your mind into manips, graphics, arts.. Itīs where you belong now, to feel a comfort, an understanding, a hold...
Itīs not you who deserve her destiny, and itīs not she who deserves her destiny... No one on the globe is "deserving" their destiny... We just have it. There is no sense in it.
To not loose ones mind at this - is not make sense.
But to loose ones mind at this - would much more less sense...
Focus your mind onto the things youīre ABLE to have aninfluence to it. Forget about the rest...
The life isn't fair for all don't? I'm still here. Hopefully maybe she and I can have a nice talk. Who knows. Thanks again. Kisses and take care as always.
Rickman does a good part in being the something to set a focus on...
Itīs not you who deserve her destiny, and itīs not she who deserves her destiny... No one on the globe is "deserving" their destiny... We just have it. There is no sense in it.
To not loose ones mind at this - is not make sense.
But to loose ones mind at this - would much more less sense...
Focus your mind onto the things youīre ABLE to have aninfluence to it. Forget about the rest...
And I really am sorry for you